Mood:
Now Playing: everytime by britney spears
wow tripod has come a long way since january!
so maybe ppl read this maybe they don't either way, i am frustrated, confused, and hurt just a little bit and lj is blocked so here i am.
just when you think things are going to be ok, you realize that the main thing you asked for cannot simply be accomplished. one week things are totally looking up, then the next is completely backtracking. i say a lot, and while i truly mean most of it, i thought i had emphasized some things but i guess i hadn't stressed my points enough. i wanted a positive atmosphere, but not at the cost of my self-respect and simple standards. i have been through enough this summer thank you very much without waiting, watching, or wondering about certain occurences in my life. i am disappointed. this was not a test, merely a reflection and thought process. am i making any sense here?
i hope so. it's late, so toodles!
Posted by sweetprincess140
at 1:25 AM EDT